hello there, well another day home with another sick child. I love having my kids so close together but the fact is they love to pass sickness back and forth. I think we made it a whole 4 weeks without anything and now my littlest is running a fever and coughing up a lung!! We will probably be heading to the docters in the next few hours if i can get an appt.

well I am thinking about switching churches.... I am going to a Catholic church but I have gone to one pretty much all my life but it does not spiritually uplift me. I went to a Methodist church a few years back that I loved but I am still not sure which type to go to. I have heard of a Christian center around here that is just starting out with a young couple as pastors so we may check it out this weekend. I want one that helps me really understand religion its background and one that is more modern and one that does not judge people. If anyone has any ideas for me let me know.

Well i guess i better go,My sickky is crying...poor baby:(

peace and love tracy

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Hi there, How is everyone?? I am just a little down today. I hate money and we never have enough to cover everything. I usually try and try to just be happy with what we have and not complain but today I get a call from my mom and they co-signed for our car. Well we were almost late with our payment and they sent them a letter. So I had to hear it from her but she was nice and said if we ever need help to just let her know but I  hate doing that. I feel guilty....BIG guilt. Do others feel this or is it just me??

I also am just really worried about school. I love school but I don't always make it because of this and that. It usually has to do with children and I don't think to many people at the school understand this especially professor etc.. I just wonder if I should just settle for a job somewhere in the work force it would definitly help us out. But I dont want to be mediocre. I want a degree. I want to help children grow and realize their potential.

Oh well sorry for the sad post today. Not that people read this to much anyways!!! I really dont like being down. Especially cause its a beautiful day out but maybe thats what I will do go out in the sun and clean my car and study and exerscise. 6 hours till my boys are home from school better get started it goes by real fast!!!!!!!

Have a GREAT day! Peace and Love==Tracy

Wow,didnt realize it had been so long since i posted. I am just a busy girl. We had a great spring break but did not get to see the ocean once. I was even over in Cocoa and still never saw the beach but idid get to swim in my parents pool. But it turned my hair green. Yuck!! I also got a haircut and it is nothing like I wanted so me and my baseball cap will be good friends for the next few months. My hair cut makes me look like a old lady just what i wanted when i go to school with all these young kids. Oh welll, Life goes on. Right????

My classes seem to be going good. Except my geology class I just got my test back and I got a 58. I just dont understand cause i study my butt off for it and harder than any other test and I got higher grades on the other ones. Oh well its done and over to i will just have to take the final and pass the next two test with flying colors.  I took a philosphy test today too and may have passed it but not to sure . We will see!!!

In other news, I am so tonot hear about this Terri shiavo case anymore. I know that may sound mean but it makes me feel so sad. Either way you go with it . Its just sad Oh well it is late for me so i better go. Peace and love, Tracy

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Happy day....Oh Happy day!!! I am in the best mood today. I get to see my new baby niece tomorrow. I am so excited!!!! She is actually already 6 months old but we have yet to see her or hold her or kiss her. I LOVE baby's. They are just the cutiest things in the whole wide world. I guess thats why I had three but guess what they grow tooooooo fast. Mine are already tooo big!! I am cleaning today ! Its so good that it is sunny outside I have all my windows open and letting all the fresh air in. I am just plain HAPPY today........

Well Spring break is next week I have a whole week off and now children because they are still in school. My hubby is off too......But he has to study for a big test to make TSGT> he so better make it but I have to just put that in God's hands. I think I will probably go to the beach and pool a couple of days. I had wanted to lose alot more weight before now but its okay.....If ya dont like me the way I am then too bad hee hee!! Plus, I did the skinny sexy thing already and guess what my hubby still loves me now that i am...........fluffy,and cuddly,. I am realy blessed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So i will sit in that sun and swim in that pool with my head held high. HeeHee

Anyways, I hope all is great with everybody else and hope that your day will be just as beautiful as mine.....       Peace and love